Grow up Girls..

Yesterday was the first day of School. Early in the morning, I sent Hazeqah to school. I sent her to her class, she was so happy and as soon as she reached the class, she told me, mummy, you don’t have worry about me. I am a big girl already. I can stay here without your presence. So, I went home.

During afternoon session, I sent Hannah to school. Well, I almost forgot which class is she supposed to go, so I just put her in Jupiter. When they reached the class, I asked my friend, whether she knows which is Hannah class. She said, your daughter is a brilliant student. Surely she is in the top class. Well, thank you for the compliment. She is really in Jupiter class.

The second day, Hazeqah told me, mummy, why don’t you just send me to the school gate; you don’t have to send me into class. I am already big girl remember. She told me twice. Well, as you wish girl. As well as Hannah, also told me the same thing.

Well, maybe these girls are not as same as me when I was small at all. They are really independent girls. But with lately issues, I am also worry. So as much as I can, I will wait in front of their school until I see them enter the building.

Good Luck girls.

Study Hard.

Mummy loves you guys.

New Day Has Come

At the very last day of 2007 I am still figuring out what would be my aim or ambitions to be achieved in year 2008. As always before, I never had a dream or target that I wish to get for the following year. I don't know why. Well, this opportunity makes me flashback what were the achievements that I gain all along the way in 2007.

Education Minister, Dato Sri Hishamuddin Tun Hussien

As far as I concerned, nothing much happened for my career this year. I went for 4 courses which all of them were definitely non of my core business. My boss keep on telling me, you have given an good example for keeping up the good job even though you never attended any course. No comment on that. I've been awarded APC for the year 2006. The certificate was given by the Education Minister, Dato Hisham. Besides that, nothing interesting. Just work work and work for the beneficial of organization. Work for people, work for sector, went back late, non-stop outstation meeting etc. Nothing interesting and nothing can be proudly out loud said as achievement. Well, maybe I am bored already with my current task. I think this is the time for me to change.

Ops, by the way, being a writer, its like un normal for me proceed without having any product for this year of 2007. Together with my friend, we finished a topical exercise book of Mathematics Form 1. And the publisher already printed out the book 12,000 copies! But I am not happy because they wrongly put other writer's name. Stupid thing! I don't want to comment at all!!!

A part from that, everything was fine with me. Nothing much to tell you. Except this year I got the chance to meet friends from Okinawa. I met Erica early of this year. She went for a course in Singapore and she visited her friends in Thailand, Vietnam also Malaysia. I remembered she asked me if possible for me to bring her to the Sky Bridge of the Petronas twin tower.

Also, I had the chance to met Kuenzhang, as he had a 2 week course in Singapore. We flew to Singapore to meet him. Well, as you know it’s not that easy to meet your friend that is very far from your home town. Nice meeting you Kuenzhang!!

Middle of the year, I went to Jakarta. I met Dwi, Meita and also Fahmi. It was a very nice experience because I never had a dream of meeting them after coming back from Okinawa. hank you for the hospitality friends.

For those friends that is far far away from Malaysia, even though it takes you 2 days to travel to Malaysia, next time, if you have the chance, please make sure you inform me earlier that you will be coming to visit me..oppsss Malaysia.. Surely I will make some space to meet you.

Hey Claudia, why don’t you come to Malaysia? I am sure it will be interesting. I wanna visit you and Erica in Brazil. I promise one day I shall go there. He he… (after I have enough money).

To all my friends in the office, thank you for all your support that has been given to me for the past 1 year. I am so happy working with you guys and I hope to get the same commitment and happy moment in year 2008.

To all my families, hopefully next year comes with flying colors and happiness. To my mom and dad, I wish you guys a very healthy lives, also happy moments to be spent together.

To my girls, keep up the good work (gambatte kudasai). Mummy wish you all the best to be achieved in year 2008. May all the happiness shall be with us forever. Mummy loves you guys.

Goodbye 2007 and welcome 2008.

My Barbie Girls

Today hazeqah was crying. She cried so loud and she doesn't wanna speak with me. I was cooking lunch and I thought it was only a normal girl need some attention. After some time, she called me and she wanna show me her diary. I told her that I need to finish my cooking but she insisted. Being a good mom, I really have to follow her instructions.

To my surprised, I was so shocked when she flip through her diary. Everypage was full of this statement: Mama loves kakak (Mummy only loves hersister, Hannah). And politely I asked her, don't you know how to write "Mama loves Zeqah?" She said, "Since Hannah was a baby, mummy love is only for Hannah. Mummy never love Zeqah."

"Why do you say something like that? Mummy always love Zeqah. I hug you in my arm every night remember? I sleep besides you every night. Why you say so?"

And then she take out an album. I t was Hannah album when she was small.

"Look here. You always love kakak. You never kiss me like you kiss kakak. You never hug me like you hug kakak." She said.

I was smiling. Now I understand.

Well, maybe it was my mistake.You know, we always get excited when we have the first baby. I mean, like my case, I took pictures of every single moment of Hannah when she was small. When she started to laugh, started her first step, also we celebrated her birthday almost every month. But, after 3 years, when we had 2nd child, we kinda forget that the second girl also need attention. She couldn't find her pictures as many as Hannah. That is why she gets mad. Well, definitely, I have to say sorry to Hazeqah. She has not so many pictures as Hannah.

Lets blame the technology. Technology makes life so easy. We don't have toprint the pics but we can view it everywhere, we carry inside our thumbdrive, portable hard disc, memory card, mobile phone etc. Until we forget something hasn't change. That is the beauty of viewing in hard copy. Umm.. I guess I need to print all pictures of Hazeqah and put it inside an album so she can claim that I love her as much as I love Hannah.

Mummy will always love Hannah and Hazeqah.