Priority or not priority?

my priority in life..

"mummy, what are you doing with all the clothes? are you going out station again?"

These 2 questions are like traumatic to me to answer. That is why normally, before going outstation, I will pack my things at night after they sleep.. or the morning that I am supposed to leave. It does not mean that I wanna avoid answering the questions. Only I feel that... Sometimes I dont have the strength to answer the questions.

My girls are growing up.

Whenever I go outstation, they will start counting the days. And everyday they will call me... asking me... when are u coming home?..

I love them so much. But of course I am a women with career. I have to work.. Not for just the sake of having money for survive, also for my satisfaction. I like the job that I am doing now.. and I am looking for satisfaction in completing my job. I have my own target to be achieved in life..

I have to admit that lately I am so busy. I know that I need to give them the priority. They need me. Of course because I am their mom. Also I need them to complete me.

I remember my friend when I was in University, he told me...

In our life, there is no such thing as .. the most important thing...

Everything is important..

Its only..

We need to give prioritise to the situation that need to be settled first.

Do you guys understand me?

for me... if you ask me... priority or not priority? .... my kids?

I can say that its my priority...

Mummy love Hannah and Hazeqah..

There is always a choice

Last night I got the chance to watch the movie --> The Fantastic Four:Rise of The Silver Surfer.

The story is very simple.

This story is telling us about how each member of the Fantastic Four go about adjusting themselves to their growing powers, lifestyles change and priorities switch. It began with a strange alien comes to the Earth, trying to destroy our world and helping the Galactus to eat the planet up. Their mortal enemy, Dr Doom is coming back as so called having powerfull character. But to my suprised, there was nothing much in the movie showing that he is really powerfull.

On the other hand, the acting of Chris Evans (The Human Torch) was really exciting. The effects were good especially the moment when SS flies.

Sue Storm was talking to The Silver Surfer

The best part that I really admire was when Sue Storm (Jessics Alba) was talking to Doug Jones (The Silver Surfer). You can see how 'cool' is this guy communicate throughout the story. But one thing that Sue told him... in life, there is always a choise... He carries the dialogue till the end of the movie.

For me, yeah its true in our daily live, we always facing on situation whereby we need to make desicion. And sometimes, when we wrongly made the desicion, we would say that.. yes it because we dont have choice..

Is it true that we dont have any choice? Does it happens everytime?

In my case, I can say that the choices are there. Its up to you to pick and choose the perfect solution.

In our life, its very important to know that we have the choice. So, make your desicion wisely. Even though sometimes, we have to be very selfish..

You better watch this movie. its a worth watching!!

errr... that guy.. The Human Torch... he is cute also... he he..

Can we stayback until 11.30 pm tonight?

I still remember more a year ago, when I was in Okinawa, at the very last moments of our course period, we were so busy with the final production. Yes, nobody speak to each other during these days. It was really a quiet moment. Everybody was rushing to finish their project.

For me, I was busy with my Pascal’s Principle.

Time was soo precious for me. I worked as early as 8.30 am in the morning and finished at around 10.30 pm. I have to finish everything in the lab because I dont have any laptop or flash/dreamweaver/audition/fireworks software in my room.

Most of the time, our beloved instructors, Nana San or Uramoto San will be accompanying us until as late as 10.30 pm. But there were also few days where we couldnt stay back in the MM Lab. I still remember one day, we were asking Uramoto San, “Can we stayback until 11.30 pm tonight?, Then he replied… not today Shima San… “. Sometimes Uramoto San stayed with us, some of the time Nana San. But the friends, I mean the working team are the same… it was always me, Lomie San, Susu San, Sol San, Nestoo San and also my Mexican friend.. sometimes we called him sensei... Fernando San.

We were testing the materials, uploading to the MTEC website and test again. I mean we tried to launch, upload, and launch again the materials. Everybody must finish upload all the materials before we have the final presentation to JICA officers. As conclusion, I was busy..

But the only thing that I regret.. like what my friend said.. during the last moment, I should switch off the PC, push away the keyboard.. visit nice places.. explore more cultures.. also spend more time with friends.

Well, after more than one year, I still couldnt forget this amazing country. The knowledge that I gain from the course, definately, I apply in my everyday work here in my office. Of course, like what Uramoto san told me during the last day interview, "Shima San, you are the most appropriate participant for this course". yes of course, because I am directly involve in this area. Dont worry to all my instructors, as much as I can, surely I will dissaminate the knowledge that I have to my colligue here in Malaysia.

Visit from High Schools students

One thing for me that normally people do not realise is, even though we can have the same course here in Malaysia, but the way Japanese people taught us was different. I mean in terms of their approaches, their research area, also their way of presenting data and informations were also different.

Japan make my eyes widely open to see the world. As much as I concerned, even though I met people from different part of the world, different races, religion, language.. but we are all human being.. We have same mission to study... also same thinking. Until now, I dont know why, these nice moments that I spent in Okinawa keep on coming to my memories.

Domo arigato guzaimasu..

Dozo yoroshiku onegai shimasu..

watashi wa anata o suki desu.