Mi Corazon (My Heart)

The first thing I would like to do whenever I come back from the office everyday is to hugs my two girls. They are my sweet heart.. my love... my inspiration... and also my life... Their love, smile and love make my life so beautiful, sweet and meaningful. In fact my husband told me.. the kids are so different having their mom around them. They become more excited, hyperactive and happier when am I always around them...

Hannah and Hazeqah smile to the camera

For the past few weeks, we were suprised by the stories of missing Yin or Nazrin. His parents lost him when they were shopping at SOGO. Even though people are putting the blame to the Myanmar couple, for me the most important thing is now Yin had return safely to his parents and his family.

That reminds me about my first girl Hannah. Last 2 years, we were in Mid Valley, Megamall trying to find Zeqah's swimming suit for her swimming class. With the thought that everything was going soo fine... when we were so busy choosing the outfit for Hazeqah, suddenly we realise that Hannah was not there with us. I felt that my heart stops at that moment. I was so panic ... We walked everywhere at the same level trying to find her. With holding Hazeqah in my hand at that moment.. I was thinking.. what will happen to Hannah... is she ok? where is she now? If she walked out from that departmental store, it would be so difficult for us to find her. The Mall is sooo huge.. After 3 minutes.. I saw her in between of the racks of the women swimming suit. She cried out loud. I ran to her and hug her very tight. I was telling her... do not go anywhere without mummy ok.. She nod with her eyes full of tears..

The second incident happened in the lift of a Hotel. At that moment I was attending a workshop in one of the hotel in KL. They sent me to the hotel... and she was so excited to enter the lift. So she and Hazeqah went in to the lift while I was busy pulling my bags. Suddenly, the door closed. I was soo panic and I can still remember how they yell very loud inside the lift. I was pushing the open button so hard... but it did not works. Luckily one of the hotel's staff passed by and he helped me to open the door. As usual, children are always children... The moment when the door was open, they cried so loud.. And the best part is... ever sinced that happened, they would never enter any lift without their daddy or mummy enter first.

ummm... as a mummy, I think the last thing that I wanna know is the incident that involve my children. My kids are mi vida (my life)... mi amor (my love)... mi corazon (my heart)...

Mummy love Hannah and Hazeqah soooo much.. Nothing compare to both of you..